I need someone to understand my mind :'(

When this feeling comes (again) I feel hurt! 

Today I felt realy realy Hurt! 

I heard this from my bestfriend! 

I just could say "oh yes you're right, they are very perfect couple" but, my heart said "No, its very Bullsh*t!" 

I want to cry over this night. How poor am I? None care about me! But the real, I won't to tell anyone about this. So, if there is none care, because they don't know the real. I can't blame them. When will I reveal it all? MAYBE NEVER!